Ask Lemmy

Communication and understanding. First marriage, there were tons of fights and the anger that lingers on from that trickles into other conversations that would normally be harmless.

This time around, been my by SO for 3.5 years and not a single fight. We’re clear with each other when we don’t like something said we bring it up. And constantly bringing up our honest thoughts and feelings.

As far as understanding, we took the approach of throwing all cards on the table right at the beginning, expressing our ways of handling things, good/bad habits, all of it. Left no room for unexpected surprises later on.

My current partner listens to me speak and remembers what I talk about

He can make me cum

Not physically or emotionally abusive, doesn't leave me... doesn't exist...

I have been married twice.

My first wife was a tough woman from the "wrong side of the tracks." Raised in West Virginia poverty, she was far too ambitious and smart to stay there. We got married young (20/18), but despite the odds, we made it work for 25 years. We were young, inexperienced, a long-distance relationship way before public Internet or cheap cell phones (1980s). It should have failed. But we worked hard at the relationship. It wasn't perfect, it was unstable and wobbly at times, but we made it work for 25 years before she passed away from a genetic autoimmune lung disease (sarcoidosis). We have one son, now grown, and living with my sister in upstate New York.

My second wife is also a badass: former military sergeant, a seamstress post-DD214, and an engineer. Also a widow, our dating and choice to marry was a lot easier because we had good marriages beforehand, and we knew how to be a good partner.

When I remarried, I was not looking for my first wife "version 2.0." There were a lot of differences.

Because we married so young, my first wife and I grew into "older teenagers." It was hard to describe, but we suffered a LOT in our marriage compared to many: poverty, illness, stress, and hardship. We became "foxhole buddies," like us vs. the world. We worked hard as a team, but emotionally we were kind of immature in other ways because we both had terrible upbringing, and couldn't catch a break for a long time. She didn't clean, hated housework, and didn't understand money at all. She was an amazing, organized, and natural leader, but suffered dark mood swings and sometimes it took a lot of patience on my part to weather the storms. I mean, she was never abusive, and very supporting most of the time, but she suffered demons from her past that left her mentally stunted in many ways.

My second wife is very nerdy and neurodivergent. My first wife was scared of looking foolish. My second wife doesn't like drinking, and when my first wife was healthy enough, could drink anyone under the table and come back up for more. My first wife is an ivory redhead from German/Irish background, whereas my first was a darker, curly-haired woman who was half Romani. My first would take charge, my my second prefers me to take charge. My first suffered dark mood swings, and my second does not really have any mood swings other than occasional bitchiness. My first could be in the sun all day and never tan, my second is like a fork in the microwave and avoids the sun at all costs.

Make no mistake, I miss my first wife. My second wife misses her former husband as well. It helped that we are both widowed, because we understand that just because our former partners passed away doesn't mean that they should be forgotten. One of my friends has been widowed twice, and married three times (she lost the first to heart disease, second to cancer). She told me, before I started dating again, that her husband "wasn't a position to fill," but a partner. First it was Ted and Liz, then it was Liz and Doug. Now it's Liz and Tim. None of them "replaced" anyone.

And this helped me find a partner who was right for me as a man in my late 40s (now mid 50s). While we did know one another back in the 80s, we never connected except as friendly people at various events. Both of us were different people back then, and would not have been compatible. My first helped me mature, and my second's husband helped her calm down. We are compatible NOW because of our life experience.

She exists.

She's the best, she's my favorite person and the only one out of everyone I was with that I knew I wanted to marry.

So I did and it's flourish years later. Right now she's yawning and fishing for back rubs before she falls asleep. She's still the best.

She is psychologically healthy. Even more so than I am.

When we make mistakes,we talk it out and say sorry. Also she helps me clean the house and understands that I have a disability (bad case of arthritis).

My ex wife used to hit me or threaten me to beat me up all the time, always made a mess of the house and never cleaned after herself. I used to find moldy plates with some food on them below the bed, next to the toilet, below tables, etc).

I went from being my partner's life, with all the stress for me, and jealousy/insecurity for her, to a relationship where each or us have our own lives but choose to share them.

It has gone on forty years. None of the others lasted even a tiny portion of that.

He is my best friend

We're best friends

We're still dating.

For real though, she's real with me when I'm being annoying or mean, and she's willing to think about our future despite our separate fears of the future. She loves me and I love her.

It’s one more, isn’t it?