Rock and roll. Thanks for maintaining this place!
Appears to be a partial outage:
Slam!
Duh duh, duh.
The beaver skull I found in a swamp agrees with you.
I've said, ever since, that I'd rather live in a cardboard box than a trailer. It was pure hell.
IIRC, NetZero was $25/mo., this was the aughts. There were some months I couldn't pay it.
There is very little I look on with fondness from back then. My twenties were the most miserable time in my life.
And you keep a toolbox by the bed with everything you need to repair the shitty grey plastic pipes when a joint lets go in the middle of the night. You can usually hear the small sound when it lets go and it will now wake you from a dead sleep. There was a class action lawsuit but it was settled before you even bought the trailer. Underside of the trailer is covered in mold from the leaks and the mud under it is never dry and mixed with sewage.
Oh, and you're working sixty hours a week for not enough money and supporting a family of four. Your spouse has untreated mental illness or a personality disorder and is unable to hold a job. Sometimes she keeps you up all day screaming while you're working graveyard, sleep deprivation, you think she does it on purpose.
The trailer park is built on a swamp so when it rains the septic backs up and the backyards are all full of sewage. Don't let the little kids play in puddles.
The trailer park owner gives you shit if you work on a vehicle in the driveway, but you ain't buying anything while you can keep these running. Sometimes you sit in your truck at the gas station for 15 minutes because you don't want to go home.
We could even put that over the entrance to their camp to encourage them.
You may already know this, but is commonly taught by evangelical fundy Protestants that Catholicism isn't Christianity. It is considered a polytheistic cult due to the praying to and veneration of saints. By these group's definition: Catholics, Mormons, Jehovah's Witnesses are not Christians.
Me? I think they all suck, but, I was raised by the fundies.
If I can offer more unsolicited advice, get on your local kink group's discord and maybe go to some munches. They tend to be trans positive, organized, and accept pretty much all misfits. They will have a wider audience/gossip pipeline. I have seen some trans backlash and fascist politics in the community but it's kept quiet and usually pushed away, just be aware it does exist and it's okay to be suspicious.
If you have the means:
Have a cash supply and all your documents in case you have to run. Consider purchasing and learning to use a handgun if your mental state and living situation allow. Plan where you would run ahead of time and maybe take a day trip. We're gambling that the Northeast will be okay. If you have to run, you won't be alone.
I know that back in the '80s the US supported them with arms and maybe guerrilla training to bleed the USSR. They were publicized as freedom fighters. I don't know much of the history.
As someone that was lucky enough to move out of one of those states, I sympathize. I think a lot of things will need to be word of mouth and open secrets like in the bad old days with diy abortions.
Scary times. Unsolicited advice, if you're not already tied into your local alternative community, it is critical you do so now. Gay bars, BDSM community/munches, queer youth organizations, etc. Those venues may have to close or go deep under. Need to have preexisting relationships so you get a heads up on enforcement as well as access to underground help.
I use a single action .22 Ruger more than any other gun. Long barrel, easy to aim, instinct shots for ratshot, cheap, durable. Use hollow points for groundhogs. One of my favorite tools.