Moonguide

You start to live out of spite. If we don't mean jack shit to the world and there is no grand plan or purpose for our existence, fuck it, find your own just to spite the nothingness.

In all honesty, I was there (sort of) a couple years ago, started reading philosophy and it kinda helped. Went from stoicism, to nihilism, and landed on absurdism.

But you could add some truck nuts behind every train car and some bull horns on the front.

So, Supreme Snyder is directing this billions years old epic.

I do it but I feel kinda dirty about it, ngl. With inspirations there is little need to reload unless you get a TPK, but I save them in case I ever need it, but never use em anyway.

It's rough, but an interesting interpretation of an extraction royale set in a dungeon crawler. Just wish the combat and movement was better made, it feels like you're swinging underwater and walking on molasses at the same time.

Understandable honestly, they should let the visor down, the eye slits would probably communicate it's purpose better.

Edit: wait I think it is down. Just a weird angle, then.

Do you mean the top left item? Not very educated on the topic but I think that's a sallet with the visor lifted.

Ooh shit, you're right. Didn't think of that word, thanks.

Hm, I can't think of any word in spanish or italian (the two romance languages I'm familiar with) that retain that meaning and are similar.

Deserved. The game is fantastic, I have maybe two gripes w it. Performance isn't good and I wish I could set my whole party on hide instead of one by one.

Fr. I paused to check if I was on fextralife or something.

Oof, relatable. Especially the sleeping thing, we experience basically the same thing. It was my understanding that my issues with sleep come from GAD, if I let my mind run wild I just won't get a wink of sleep, no matter how long I stay in bed.

Have you tried a different therapist? I've had 4 different therapists so far and this last one really clicked and honestly gave me enough motivation to keep going to therapy. It takes a lot of work to get better, unfortunately, it can be a little disheartening to say the least.

Have you gotten a diagnosis for what you have? It might be worth doing tests, I had to get three done to get my diagnosis. Once I had those tests in hand my shrink could just issue meds (which still took a lot of work to find the right mix).

Ik that meds are a little icky. I wasn't very comfortable at the beginning, but at least for my adhd, I don't have a choice. It gives me a chance to catch up to everyone else. In regards to my GAD, maybe in a couple of years I can get off it, but it would take an incredible amount of CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy, not cock and ball torture) to reprogram how I respond to stimuli, same as my SzPD. Nowadays, Ik that meds help me, and save for one, a benzodiasepine, I know I can take every day and be fine. Benzos are the nuclear option, so to speak.

Sorry if my response seems a little disjointed, I just woke up.