There's a bot here for that... I just don't remember how to use it.
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It's very similar but it's not the exact same (not including the time release part). Vyvanse is 100% dextroamphetamine after time release; adderall is 3/4 dextro and 1/4 levoamphetamine. Different people feel that differently, for example with only dextro I feel much calmer/less prone to anxiety, but without the small amount of levo I have trouble motivating myself and can fall asleep easily. They also have 100% dextro in instant release format: dexedrine or zenzedi.
That makes a lot more sense. I dunno how I didn't see it
No kidding, I stared at it for a minute going "is this going to set it off?" and when my brain finally decided it couldn't come up with an explanation it launched hard into the skin crawling, scalp itching and nausea. It's like visual kryptonite.
You should make this it's own post. This is epic.
I read hippos as hippies and was thoroughly confused by the time I read the whole thing
🤷 Maybe it was a super leap year
On the 83rd day of January in 1942?
Thank you YudgeHolden
That's really not true about ADHD. It's very poorly named. Leaving projects unfinished after a month or whatever is a very common ADHD behavior. People with ADHD don't have a deficit of attention, when they're interested in something that is all they focus on (called hyperfocus). And fantasizing about wanting to do something and not being able to get yourself to do it is another very common thing with ADHD.
Sorry, I'm getting tired so this response won't be as complete as I would like. Disclaimer: all of this is based on my own experience and I don't know how much others differ.
Ketamine was great. I've been around the mental health world quite a bit in the past few years and tried all sorts of treatments, and one of the things that surprised me when I started ketamine was how much they let you flounder with less effective stuff before doing ketamine. I remember reading the wiki article on it and the success rate was incredibly high compared to other things I'd tried before.
In case you're going in expecting to have a mild experience like with most medications, don't. The first session at the reduced dose I mentally was in another dimension. It's not uncomfortable or scary, it's just also not subtle by any definition. It wears off quickly, for me almost always within 45 minutes if I slept the night before, and those 45 minutes never felt way longer. My tolerance built up quickly and twice a week for the first month ended up with less impactful sessions than when I went down to once a week. If I skipped a week or two the next session was pretty much back at full strength.
The goal is to wake up some of your neural pathways you've neglected to use while depressed. Think of it as hiking trails through a forest that have become overgrown so you stick to the comfortable, well-travelled ones (depression). What this means for what you might experience is the awakening of some of your demons so you can confront them and leave them behind. The good thing is that they're not scary in the moment, but you likely will come out of some more intense sessions feeling some ways about stuff. After the whole thing I would say definitely worth it, and I'm the "avoid anything even slightly unpleasant at all costs" type. ETA: I also had a lot of "epiphanies" about stuff I already knew that helped me see reality in a different way. For example, I already knew that most of my issues were situational, but through these sessions I realized that if a problem is from something outside of myself, that means it's not evidence that there's something wrong with me. I know it sounds silly when written out, but those are the types of revalations I had and that specific one has been one of the strongest tools I've had since then.
Ketamine was the last treatment I did for my depression, a rather severe case with one of the episodes lasting a few years and a serious suicide attempt. Depression is no longer on the list of things I feel the need to actively work on (apart from small maintenance to my thoughts) and I've discontinued all of my depression meds that I was relying on before that.