You aren't. You are hallucinating. You very clearly have schizophrenia, or are having a similarly visually hallucinogenic episode of some psychosis. Same way people will hallucinate a car. If you were tested by having another person there with colors on a card, you would fail. You're hallucinating and mentally unwell.

[–] DaddysLittleSlut 1 points 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago)

I appreciate your concern, but I'm confident in my perception and experiences. I understand that my situation might seem unusual, but my observations are consistent and real to me. If there's a discrepancy in perception, it might be related to unique sensory or physiological aspects rather than hallucination. If needed, I can seek professional evaluation to ensure everything is aligned with my overall health.

And I have been.