The orange boy is so sweet
pixeltree
Oh my goodness, what a patient sweetie
It's hard, but try to hold on to wanting things to get better, instead of wanting them to end. Either way, it stops the shittiness. Just one way is a lot better for you than the other. I know the response, "why bother? It's not going to happen". When shit's like this, you have to make the conscious choice to want things to be better. This isn't me saying "oh just choose to be better duh" like some fucking asshole, I mean things can't improve unless you consciously want them to. Not just the automatic "of course I want to be better" response I would have to reading this comment, I mean when a nihilistic suicidal thought crosses your mind, you have to manually think to yourself "no, that's not right, I want to feel better". It's fucking hard and it takes mental effort that you might not have sometimes but things can't improve unless you consciously want them to.
Or at least, that's what I've found to be true. You're not me, but I hope this helps you.
Maybe that's why I got so many boners during physics
I mean, you want low friction, not no friction
Oh my goodness, what a lil snoozer
How is it a problem?
Track your heart rate, try to keep it below roughly 145ish. Do intervals of running and walking, and gradually add more running time and remove walking time.
I live online, no one I know lives anywhere close enough to casually visit me, let alone just pop over unannounced. If someone rings my doorbell they either want to sell me something or are dropping a package off. Either way, why go to the door?
They're so snuggly!
What lil sweeties