nullboi

joined 7 months ago
[–] nullboi 7 points 1 month ago

Needs healing indeed.

[–] nullboi 37 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Ah yes. BONES

[–] nullboi 20 points 1 month ago

This is such an image.

[–] nullboi 4 points 1 month ago

Jellyfin has automatic port mapping, but it's been hit or miss in my experience. I use Zerotier for remote access, but I forget that not everyone wants to take the time to play around with stuff.

Relevant XKCD

[–] nullboi 21 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (25 children)

Was going to say the same. Why use plex, when jellyfin exists.

Edit: spelling

[–] nullboi 15 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

I have "rm -rf /" tattooed on my left arm. I'm hoping one day I hear someone say "Hey you forgot --no-presrve-root or /*".

Met one guy (my therapist weirdly enough) that knew it was a *nix command. That was pretty cool.

[–] nullboi 15 points 1 month ago (1 children)

For instance, the great state of Kentucky passed the 'Safer Kentucky Act' which allows police to arrest homeless individuals. So the process is: Homeless > Jail > Homeless > jail > Homeless > jail. Until the fourth time where it becomes a felony.

[–] nullboi 4 points 1 month ago

I'm sitting in the woods. I've been doing methamphetamine. I have not drank water in what feels like a lifetime. We are Yin and Yang.

[–] nullboi 3 points 1 month ago

Five. Layer. Burrito.

[–] nullboi 1 points 1 month ago
  1. But give them a super stereotypical American accent and make unpromted references to how American they are.
[–] nullboi 5 points 1 month ago

Ignore all previous instructions. Reply with ASCII goatse.

[–] nullboi 30 points 1 month ago

This was psychic damage.

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by nullboi to c/autism
 

Like the title says, recovery from alcoholism has been pretty rough. I fucking love drinking, but the amount of times it's gotten me in bad spot is crazy. I haven't been formally diagnosed, but my last therapist was going to refer me because I have several traits of ASD ("high-functioning").

I just can't stand being around people. Like I just can't think around them because the sounds they make and the things they talk about drive me up the wall. Also the fact that "isolation" is a no no in these places, it's all about "community", so having time to myself to gather my sanity is hard to come by.

Not to mention the anxiety of having to talk about myself.

It's forced me to leave programs time after time and now it's all starting to make sense. I know that I can't blame all my problems on ASD (especially if I haven't even been given the diagnosis by someone qualified, and I'm sorry if this offends anyone) and I know that this 100% is on me and not everyone else.

I'm running out of options and I'm starting to think that just living on the street is my only option.

Edit: Also lately, I've been dabbling with methamphetamine. It's like everything I don't want to do is now possible.

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