medvedev

Here in South Europe people mostly use Viber. Edit: I was very unaware about situation in Southern Europe as I've learned from this post... Most people in Croatia use Viber!

Hiya, you can call me medvedev. I'm 13y old with ASD. Recently my parents renovated bedroom where I (before renovation and my parents) and my sister sleep. I cloud say that it is my ¨comfort zone¨ since there's my computer which means I've spent most of my time there. I know that they've renovated it for us (me and my sister) to feel more comfortable but now it feels unnatural to be in it. It doesn't have same feeling attached to it. It feels kinda uncomfortable to be in it. It'll take some time for me to adjust to it... is it just me or and some of you feel resistant to changes in your ¨comfort zone¨?

-medvedev-

I'm 13y old that was recently diagnosed with ASD. School is starting soon, they surely haven't changed nor a little bit. They're just bunch of idiots that like to express their pain and anger on others. Or just fool them for fun. Reporting them does nothing (have been doing that for almost 6 years). It's like reporting system in CP (Club Penguin), no one is even sure if it even does anything. I never do anything to them, I just stare at them or do something else. That I have blank face or sound calm dosen't mean that I'm calm. When I answer in short sentences that either means that I don't have inspiration to talk or that I hold lots of emotions in me. And, about blank face... I ALMOST ALWAYS HAVE BLANK FACE. I almost never express my emotions on my face. So, should I just throw a tantrum without caring for consequences or act tought. Does entire community of ASDers need to act like douchebags just to not be an easy target for bullying?!

P.S I've posted this in c/autism because I feel like this problem is deeply tied with my personality. -medvedev-

I've started nofap challange to prove that I'm not coomer, I was wrong, I'm. I can't last without fapping more than three days. My biggest problem is that I just let myself to enjoy the pleasure of masturbations even tho I know the consequences. This starts to feel like never ending loophole.

Atlest I haven't used porn.

I've been using integrated graphics card since I've gotten my computer. I didn't knew how unsmooth we're graphics 'till I got this Radeon card from 2013. Tho it's quite old, it really made entire desktop experience appear a lot smoother. Also card installation process was literally plug-n-play, I didn't had to install any driver. I've just plugged it to motherboard and it have worked.