Zerlyna

I’ve had a life change this weekend. I was diagnosed a few years ago right before I started a new relationship. It’s been three years we’ve been together and in the last week it just did a 180. Two years ago I got custody of my niece who is now 12. So today, I am a 50 year old single woman with bipolar and a 12 year old child in tow. I am scared as fuck. I have never done well the short time I’ve been single. Looking back, I would say it had triggered manic episodes. Self medicating to find stability? This IS the first time I’ve been single and I do have something to focus on, my kid. I’m hoping that’s enough. But scared as fuck it’s not. I was diagnosed 5 years ago so I never feel I can say for sure what a correct answer is. Empathy, suggestions, hugs,…. All are welcome right now. 😞❤️

My 12 year old niece was with me in the car tonight. Snowing outside and she yells “Jesus is cumming!!!” 🤦‍♀️🤣🤷‍♀️ kinda proud of her.  That’s a good one 😁

This is the company that didn’t let out their people in time and some died in the parking lot. Karma is a bitch.

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How is everyone doing? All topics welcome!

There's a lot of anger today. Feel free to rant. Especially right now, if your meds say no alcohol, let's heed that warning. I am struggling myself on how to sleep the next few nights. We are here for each other.

Made a trip yesterday to give their economy some love.

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My former inlaws bought me this yarn on their anniversary trip to Hawaii a few years ago. If I recall correctly it’s bamboo and cotton. Finally decided to use it for myself!

How is everyone doing? All topics welcome!