SpezCanLigmaBalls

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[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 11 points 1 year ago (1 children)

This is breaking my brain

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 3 points 1 year ago

It is kinda comfy. Rats just keep squirming by so it can be spooky

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 7 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (1 children)

No, I'm in the hole help

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 11 points 1 year ago (7 children)

I'm stuck in that hole can someone help

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls -1 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Oh god I had escaped the apes for so long here

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 7 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Is this where they took inspiration from for halo? Lol my first thought seeing this was the halo AR

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 15 points 1 year ago (7 children)

I've been strongly considering getting a second cat!! This pic is awesome. I just don't know how my cat would like another one. I hope they would end up chilling together like this

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Yup. I use THC, CBD, and CBG everyday. Trust me, I don't want any of this. But I wouldn't be able to hold a job and be bed ridden without them and as per my neurologist and rheumatologist there isn't any sign that my pain will change for years to come. It's also different when you take them for chronic pain than recreationally. I don't get high off them, I just get pain relief. It's hard to get a high when you're in constant debilitating pain

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 13 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Who tf let me live past 3 with this face

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 4 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Thank you, I appreciate it. I hope you have a great holiday

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 8 points 1 year ago (5 children)

Meh. First Christmas since my full chronic pain has hit and knowing it's not going away and the issues that arise with it. On the upside, I met with a new pain management doctor today and he actually cared for me. He is switching me from hydrocodone to oxycodone and told me that he is willing to up my dose a lot in the next few months because he doesn't want to see a 26 year old be stuck in his apartment for another year due to pain. So that was a light in a very dark tunnel. As happy as I can be at the moment but my happiness is limited. One of those I'll believe he will help me as much as he says when I see it the next few months. But, the switch is very hopeful in itself. Hopefully next Christmas I'll be able to go on walks longer than one mile without having to deal with the miserable consequences under his pain regimen.

[–] SpezCanLigmaBalls 2 points 1 year ago

My P8 battery has improved a LOT. Not only that, but thermals are much better

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by SpezCanLigmaBalls to c/chronicpain
 

Do you ever wonder how normal people would react if we were able to give them our pain for a day? I feel like our tolerance for pain has gone up enough that what we feel on the day to day would make someone legitimately think they’re dying and go to the hospital

 
 
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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by SpezCanLigmaBalls to c/chronicpain
 

Last night I was able to change my bed sheets, make me food, and play with my cat and then swept my kitchen one after the other and I wasn’t in miserable pain!!!!!!!!! Do you know how insane it felt to do that? I cried.

I usually try to change my bed sheets once a month because of the amount of pain it causes me. I hate having to get up from the couch to get food because every single time I stand up it hurts so bad and I’m limping everywhere. I’ve felt like I’ve been neglecting my cat this year because of my pain even though I tried to play with him as much as I could everyday. I tried my best to be able to play with him for 30 minutes a day laying on the ground and doing whatever he wants.

I’ve been on 300mg tramadol for so long and yet I’ve been in so much pain. I noticed a couple hours after I took the Hydrocodone when I stood up to go to the bathroom my entire body wasn’t aching. I was still limping naturally because my hips and legs just get so tight but there was minimal pain!!!!

I can’t believe this. This is all I have wanted. All I’ve wanted was to be able to move around my apartment without dreading every single step I take. I even decided to sweep up my kitchen last night for no reason because I could! I used to do it everyday but then it went to once a week because of how much pain it would cause

Now I don’t know how it’s going to do when I eventually go out and walk around but that will be a situation I address when I decided I want to try going shopping or taking a 40 minute walk. Not just yet though. I will this weekend but I’m going to enjoy my minimal pain as I can currently for the next couple days

 

A few weeks ago I found out that AVB has high CBN content so I wanted to try it out. Some dude said that he would just take a capsule of AVB and that was enough. I decided to try it out a couple of weeks ago and it’s worked great. I started with more than I needed but I woke up a bit groggy so I’ve skimmed it down to a very little amount and it’s still working. I also vape THC, CBD, CBG so it’s a nice combo with the CBN at night. It might just be placebo but it’s ended my difficulty sleeping I’ve had the past few months. Anyone else use AVB in this way?

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by SpezCanLigmaBalls to c/cat
 
 

I am so glad I just found this app. I’ve looked for a free service for this exact thing for so long but never been able to find one without limits.

I know it’s not Memmy related but it’s from the dev. I just wanted to give a shoutout for this app. If anyone needs to sync or swap music from one service to another check it out! You’re seriously a life saver

I found from the App Store by the “more by dev” section.

With that said, congrats on Memmy on the App Store!! It’s an amazing app. It was awesome getting it in TestFlight and seeing it grow with all the updates

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by SpezCanLigmaBalls to c/chronicpain
 

My legs are full on flexing since. This is something that’s new to me. My whole ordeal is relatively new to me which is started a year ago but has slowly been progressing since and new stuff seems to pop up. I did get an emg a week and a half ago and it showed all the muscles in my legs are firing incorrectly and other stuff.

So I went to get the blood test done my neurologist wanted on Monday. I had to wait a while but I’m 25 and there was much older people coming in and waiting so I didn’t want to take any of the chairs they could use even though I knew it would cause me pain. It did cause extra pain and my legs got super shaky as usual. I stood up for a bit and sat on the ground.

One thing I didn’t expect is my legs reacting how they are. Since Monday they have been non stop full on flexing. I haven’t got this before. Ive got it in my chest, neck, traps, hips, and back before and it comes and goes but sometimes stays for months. I’ve had pain and this and that but I’ve never had them thigh to foot just full on flex. They’ve always been tight but this is just something else. When I walk I can just feel them being so incredibly stiff and exhausted. It’s even harder to walk more than usual right now since they are fully contracted (to the extent they can be cause some of the muscles just weren’t working during emg) so trying to swing them back and fourth and bend at the knee is difficult.

I hope this goes away. I’ve had stuff random like this pop up and simply never go away. It would really suck if this is one of the things that doesn’t.

 

I started on 100mg x3 gabapentin and then worked my way up to 300mg x3 daily. Once I got to 300mg I became so damn stupid. So then I told my pain mgt doc and she almost fell out of her seating laughing by the way I told her I’m dumb but then she wanted to see if Lyrica would be any better. Got on 75mg x3 and I’m still very stupid.

I never remember anything and forget words mid sentence or what I’m even talking about.

Anyone else have this struggle also?

 
 

By brother sent me a Reddit post (I know) but without clicking it I was able to read the title and I bit of the description :D

Anyway, it basically said to follow rats in dungeons and they bring you to good loot. Ignore the predetermined dungeon path and just follow the rats.

I haven’t tried this myself but just wanted to share real quick!

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