BallsInTheShredder

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[–] BallsInTheShredder 4 points 2 years ago

Glad to see my fellow boost people around. Also haven't visited reddit since boost stopped working. The boost app can be patched to work but.. I'm just sick of Reddit and don't want to support it. Can't wait for Boost for Lemmy! Jerboa is great but miss my boost

[–] BallsInTheShredder 1 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Iirc that requires Android 10 correct? When I initially read of the patch I had an old phone that wasn't capable of android 10 but have recently upgraded. Do you happen to have the link with patch instructions?

[–] BallsInTheShredder 4 points 2 years ago (3 children)

I see exactly where you're coming from but personally when making usernames I can never re-use one because I always feel like the next one I make is going to be "the one" and trump all of my pathetic previous attempts lol.

That urge to be better, to continue growing has entire life. Never satisfied. New vehicle? First thought is "how can I tweak it to make it better?" Then I begin tweaking with things and am happy. The second that I can't find more things to tweak and feel that it's as close to perfect as can be within my capabilities it becomes stale and I lose interest.

This is a cancer for my passion in writing lyrics as in my opinion art can NEVER be good enough. The more time you put into it, the better it gets and if a change I've made makes something worse I start from square one and begin again. I've been writing music for nearly my entire life but only ever actually recorded music in the beginning when it was just a hobby. Then I realized that it was something I could actually be good at and became serious. Haven't recorded a single track since. I just write and write and write. Even when I make something beautiful, to me, that I made that? Just means I'm capable of making something better on the next page so the beauty is forgotten as soon as it was realized.

Sorry for the rant and personal details! Sometimes I use my comments as a means of introspection. Would just paste them into my notes app but I don't. I leave them in the hopes that maybe someday someone can maybe help me figure myself out or at the very least not feel so alone if they are similar.

Have a nice day/night.

[–] BallsInTheShredder 5 points 2 years ago

If it weren't for the most this almost looks like a picture of me. Man has my exact same hair and beard color going on, even the length! Well tbh I think he's got an inch or two on me lengthwise but I'm close!

[–] BallsInTheShredder 3 points 2 years ago

I loved Academic biblical too! Also I can't remember the sub name but religious/atheism debates I find intriguing. Oh ofc debate an atheist was one, debate a Christian iirc was another. Would love to see a giant instance that covers debates between all religions and atheism, the noachides, Jewish, Christian's, Muslims, Buddhists even Hinduism I love all religious debate!

[–] BallsInTheShredder 1 points 2 years ago

I don't support Republicans going against trans people or messing with abortion, to be honest I think they should keep their nose out of our personal choices and leave us be.

But I don't like the left either.

It's not "left vs. right" - that's just how it's framed to us. The U.S government is fucked up on all levels and both sides have done heinous things and kept us divided throughout history.

I truly believe that's all the two party system is, division. Ever listened to "Binaural beats"? Where they play for example a lower frequency in one ear, but a higher frequency in the other. I don't remember the exact method so pardon if I'm Rusty but basically the end result is we hear and are tuned to the frequency in between the two, low and high, sounds.

To me that's what the two party system reminds me of. One party outrages and destroys certain liberties or whatever. The other party fights back and the result is whatever they want it to be.

I just want to do away with all of it. Remove every part of the government that isn't directly benefitting our quality of life and start over.

[–] BallsInTheShredder 1 points 2 years ago

You're right. I see ALL data collection like this as a threat. Fb, IG, TT, Twitter, Google, Apple the works.

[–] BallsInTheShredder 5 points 2 years ago

Threat to national security? Who could know besides the higher ups.

Threat to society? Again I don't know but god, most of TikTok is extremely cringe and has people wasting so, so much of their time either viewing stupid videos or filming them.

Idk, I just think turning society into a popularity contest/mediocre talent show is.. weird. Collectively, how many billions of hours have been wasted by people staging, viewing and filming simplistic dances due to apps like this?

When we could be doing.. anything of significance.

Sure, there's some informational stuff on there no need to remind me but let's be honest how much of it is basically "Look what I can do!"

[–] BallsInTheShredder 2 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

I've got a video of a turtle fucking another turtle..

Jk they aren't actually fucking but think they were just before I found them. The turtle was my old friend and I'd been looking for him for years so when I saw him I immediately hit record and realized what he was doing later..

[–] BallsInTheShredder 4 points 2 years ago

Summed up my opinion of Google perfectly. It's getting more and more difficult to find actual results for my searches, just all crowded with suggestions I'm not interested in. I wouldn't even realize how bad it was if I didn't use DDG to compare it to

[–] BallsInTheShredder 3 points 2 years ago

Yep I second this! Switched to duckduckgo a few years ago and never looked back. Didn't even miss Google! Google is too intent on selling me stuff while monitoring damn near everything I do on my device. No need for them. Did love Google photos and how I could easily sync it to my PC but they've done away with that as well which is amazing to me because people loved it and there's really no alternative that works as well as it used to.

[–] BallsInTheShredder 18 points 2 years ago (3 children)

Exactly! Last I checked, sure there was a lot of activity BUT as you said, many subs are still dark. The major subs that reopened with new moderation have definitely had a major dip (imo) in quality. I was still seeing John Oliver everywhere. They did use quite a few users, maybe not enough for them to flinch too hard but, how active were those users? I consider my old account there a "power comment account" I rarely posted but was extremely active in the threads, spending hours each day replying to comments of my inbox, so much so that I rarely even viewed actual content. Makes me wonder, how many accounts like mine did they lose? Many just lurked. The comment sections were fueled by active commenters and imo it wouldn't take losing too many like me for the threads to take a noticeable hit.

Anyway I don't care much about how it is over there rn, just glad I have this place so I don't have to support that platform in any way. Plus now that I've found a cool app, jerboa or whatever it's quite enjoyable! Connect and liftoff are also great but my phone doesn't play well with many apps.

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