My man, just eat the shrooms and have fun. You don't need any "wisdom".
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Thanks it was an intense experience indeed. I felt like liquid emotion was pouring into me again.
That is awesome to hear! I wasn't sure about sending the message as I didn't want it to seem too harsh or anything but I also just wanted to give you a push to stop thinking so much about it and just dive in and enjoy the experience for what it was without too much thought.
I know that I thought I would "break myself" or my mind before doing acid the first time and being worried about it but it is now my most favourite thing to do and I've had so many great experiences with it.
I think sometimes people try to force trips to go in a certain direction or try too hard to make it into some great learning experience when I think the best approach is to just to with it and have a great time.
I hope now that you've embraced it and had a good time you will try it again with an even more open and clear mind going in, knowing you aren't going to "go insane" and it will open up some new ways of thinking and feeling for you. If nothing else you will have some really fun times and I think ultimately that is the most important thing!
If you get a chance I strongly recommend trying some acid. It is quite similar but also different too, in my experience people often prefer one over the other but they are both great in their own ways.
If you want to ask any questions please feel free to pm me and I will answer to the best of my knowledge. I have only done shrooms a handful of times but have done acid probably over 100 times at this point so I'm definitely more familiar with that :)
Have a great day / night :D
You gauged the situation quite well. I was a bit ruffled by that answer but could feel the intent. On that day we had wonderful weather and sat on a river bank under the canopy of some trees. Sadly having fun for the sake of having fun is in my culture quite frowned upon. To a great extent I felt like I was leaving the hallucination that I call my life and view it from a different perspective. I could write much more but at the end it is just words.
Similar to you I could have written many words but it all would have boiled down to that one single sentiment and so I chose to just get straight to the point in the end xD
If something is frowned upon I see that as more of a challenge to do that thing usually xD
Happy future travels!
I recommend a "threshold dose" for your first experience. This means just enough to feel something, maybe some light visuals. This should be about 1 gram of dry mushrooms for most people.
This should be enough to have a fun experience without getting overwhelmed. Know that there is a chance that you get the dose wrong (too low) and end up having an experience that is lighter than you intended. In my opinion this is much better than too heavy of an experience. The light experience is particularly good for someone like you that is fearful since you won't ever really feel out of control, just kind of like a dreamy feeling.
Based on how this light trip goes, you can have a heavier trip in about four weeks. Go for 2 grams on the second trip, this should still be pretty light. Wait another four weeks then try 3 grams, this should be a moderate experience. Four grams is getting into heavy experience territory, and 5 grams is known as a heroic dose.
The goal of this process is to find your preferred dose. Some people will tell you that you have to do a high dose for it to be worthwhile at all. Terence McKenna famously advocated for heroic doses. If you like the experience I absolutely recommend trying a heroic dose, but if you get to 3 grams and decide that's as far as you want to go there's nothing wrong with staying at that dose for your next trips.
Another thing to consider for depression is dmt. It has a reputation as being very powerful, which it is, but that depends on the dose. If you can source dmt in a vape pen, it's incredibly easy to go through this entire "find your preferred dose" process in an afternoon. Personally I have no intention of using any other substance besides dmt because I so strongly prefer its short duration.
Good luck with your trip this weekend,