This/I do not feel fine, but at least there's troll coping to fill the void.
Edit: after venting to a friend about this during an anxiety attack, she gave me contact information to an office that was able to schedule me for next month. I feel very fortunate and relieved. I'm also extremely appreciative of not just her, but all of you! This is a wonderfully supportive community, you're all amazing people
It's worth it. Get on the list. The time will go faster than you think it will.
It certainly will since I found a place with normal business hours, someone that answered the phone, and an opening for next month!