This/I do not feel fine, but at least there's troll coping to fill the void.
Edit: after venting to a friend about this during an anxiety attack, she gave me contact information to an office that was able to schedule me for next month. I feel very fortunate and relieved. I'm also extremely appreciative of not just her, but all of you! This is a wonderfully supportive community, you're all amazing people
While I appreciate your recognition of our hellish political landscape, I'm choosing to completely disregard your "advice" ass it's entirely unhelpful and unproductive. I'm pursuing this specifically bc it's already far beyond a disruption to my life right now. It's a fucking nightmare. Without evaluation I can't get the proper treatment I'd like to help me mitigate the disaster zone that is my mind.