OldEggNewTricks

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[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Thanks, I'll try that! My eyes are definitely very oily.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 day ago

Yus! Buy all the dresses!

[–] [email protected] 10 points 1 day ago (3 children)

Things I've found out this week:

  • wearing a skirt makes me look pregnant (way too much belly fat)
  • makeup looks a lot better from a distance
  • eyeliner won't stick (tried liquid and pencil so far)
  • I have no idea how to do makeup
  • skincare makes a huge difference
  • camisole over t-shirt rocks!
  • buying clothes I like is fun!
  • still look like a fat old man in drag :(
[–] [email protected] 12 points 3 days ago (1 children)

Aww, that's so sweet! What a kind gesture. The outfits look super natural, and I bet they feel great! Love the hair, too.

[–] [email protected] 9 points 5 days ago (2 children)

You look so good, I'm jealous!

Thank you so much for posting the progress pictures. I'm facing losing a similar amount of weight as part of getting to where I want to be, and you give me hope.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 6 days ago

What a wonderful smile! And congratulations on the hormones!

[–] [email protected] 10 points 1 week ago

Seconded. I had a great time at university, but geez do I wish I'd come out then rather than waiting till now. That's just present-day me talking of course; please don't take it as pressure to do something you're not ready for.

OP, you have all the time in the world. You're not going to miss out on anything, so stay safe, OK?

[–] [email protected] 29 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Girls are the best <3

Still haven't quite figured myself out yet, and I don't see myself turning away from girls post-transition, but... maybe bi? I kind of get all blushy thinking about it though.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 week ago

Objectively... quite good? But I feel terrible. The dysphoria is strong and I feel like I'm faking it.

  • Told my wife explicitly I'm transgender. "Oh yeah," she says, "you always had that kind of an air about you." Now you tell me! Haven't talked about transitioning yet.
  • Since my egg cracked the desire to stuff myself full of junk food and get drunk has just vanished. I'm eating healthier and WAY less.
  • Tried putting on makeup; just copying tutorials so far, but apparently I resemble my mother. Was aiming for something a bit younger though :(
  • Bought a BLÅHAJ. If I'm going to jump on the trans bandwagon I might as well have something to hug.
  • All the clothes in the women's section are for people 20cm shorter and half my weight
  • But I did find a cute hat. My face looks stupid beneath it, but I'm going to wear it anyway.
  • I painted my nails, and I can't stop staring at my hands. Awww yeah :3
  • Noticed that I actually have quite feminine fingers (and incidentally a noticeable cupid's bow). Win, I guess!
  • I want to start HRT.
  • Kind of hoping someone will call me a good girl?
[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I've sharpened mine maybe once or twice using a wetstone? (Should probably do it more often) Stropping usually seems enough to keep it working well. Technique is actually pretty simple: once you figure out how to hold it, it's just like any other razor (stroke it over the skin, and never sideways). Although by changing the angle you can get really fine control in tight spots.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 week ago
[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 week ago

I'm honored, thank you! Billy Joel rocks!

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A poem (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
 

I tried to put some feelings down in words. It's a bit dark; I hope that's OK.


A ship sailed over waters deep
Beneath a graying sky;
A sightless pilot at the helm
Dreaming of distant shores.

The clouds rolled in, the waves grew tall,
Yet onward pushed the boat;
What else to do for a lonely crew
Who knows no other home.

Insidious breakers beat the prow,
The sailor's grip grew tighter.
Far away from an unknown port
The ship began to founder.

To stay with these worthless timbered bones,
A barnacled prison cell,
Would bring an end to a pointless voyage,
And beautiful dreams as well.

One step, so small, into the dark,
Leave the ship to the ocean grim.
It matters not what the morning brings
For I was born to swim.

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Shaving (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
 

If you've used one on your face, then You Know.

If you haven't, give it a go! You can remove a whole carpet's worth of hair in one swipe, with less irritation and super close. It's not as scary as it looks!

 

I thought it wouldn't bother me, but ouch... (not their fault; I'm not out yet)

Boymode sucks now.

 

That is, wife (43) and daughter (12). Told them I was re-evaluating myself and who I wanted to be, and that I wanted to try being "cuter" (didn't quite have the courage to go further), and that perhaps men's clothing didn't suit me.

The wife was mostly "yeah, right" -- seemed happy that I was trying to improve myself but seems to think it's just a phase (maybe it is? idk).

But my daughter was right on board! Came up with a load of outfit and makeup suggestions, and proposed going to an anime convention together, dressed up. I asked her if she'd think it was weird for me to go about dressed as a gothic lolita, and the response was "no, I think it'd be cute."

So next step is maybe cute anime girl cosplay at home, with an ally!

I'm literally shaking with ... excitement? fear? relief? I have no idea. Ohgodohgodohgod what am I doing...

 

I'll just be over here in the ~~closet~~ corner panik. Still cis tho.

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