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It seems like there's some fundamental miscommunication. The commment one of you mods removed never said to not take HRT. The entire focus of it was caution, other routes to get HRT along with a final encouraging note for the OP to try to be their best self.
As for the rest, previous moderation action indicates that the topic is too sensitive to be properly discussed in this space. Feel free to shoot me a DM instead if you'd like me to elaborate.
At the very least the Scandinavian countries. (Norway, Denmark, Sweden, Finland)
HRT is essentially free through a single payer system with slightly different physicians evaluations. Though as with all care within such a system there's a queue, or you can pay a private clinic to get it done pretty much right away and w/o evaluations.