Freesiana

joined 2 years ago
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Cleaning (self.blurrypicturesofcats)
 

[–] Freesiana 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Mass effect pillow N7 adept tank top Liara body pillow( pls dont judge meʕ•ᴥ•ʔ N7 hoodie Mass effect andromeda t-shirt

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Blurrrr (lemmy.world)
 

Cleaning is important.

 

During her cleaning session 😁

 
[–] Freesiana 2 points 1 year ago

Yeah i had older cat and she was so playful and extra cuddly one morning, but late evening i found her unable to move. She had a blood clot and there was nothing to do to save her, but i like to think she had a wonderful life. Pets can be truly ray of sunshine when you are feeling down☺️ ofc it always hurt when your pet dies, but their love and caring is genuine.

[–] Freesiana 2 points 1 year ago
[–] Freesiana 16 points 1 year ago (3 children)

Talking to my family and hugging my cats, it sound silly but i felt that my cats knew that i was hurting, so they were extra caring. It will take time to heal, but it will get better.

[–] Freesiana 3 points 1 year ago

Thank you. I feel like i did the right choice when i left and now i am taking a new chapter in my life. Cheers to new beginnings 🥳

[–] Freesiana 15 points 1 year ago (2 children)

My ex. I had weird feeling from the start, because they wanted to spent time with me 24/7. my ex was so superkind, helpful and always giving me compliments and i quess i got hooked on that cause they felt different being overly nice. I will not share whole the story, but when i was with them, i started to notice patterns. So shortly my ex sexually abused/raped when i was sleeping, this happened atleast 3 times. And their excuse was sorry, thought you were sleeping. They were pressing to do other stuff too, i quess you can probably quess, but if i declined i got silent treatments and they were moody and annoyed. When my ex was pressuring to do videos on Pornhub(i declined ofc) i started realise that this is so fuckin sick, i started to have insomnia, depression, getting angry and started to have social anxety. Relationship ended when i discovered that they were cheating +6months with their friend without protection ofc, and all their excuses were blaming me for being moody, angry and suicidal, yeah after all that i think not many women will be sane. They werent sorry or take accountability. I wasted 10 years because i was too stupid to realise that that wasnt love. I still feel like a idiot. Therapy has been huge help for me and i know that it will take years to recover. I shouldve listened that gut feeling because i ended be in relationship with a sosiopath or something similar.

[–] Freesiana 6 points 1 year ago (1 children)
[–] Freesiana 3 points 1 year ago

Im not here This isnt happening Im not here, im not here.

How to disappear completely-Radiohead

Such a simple lyrics, but it resonate with me

[–] Freesiana 1 points 1 year ago

I really liked netrunner and throwing knives the most. Also gorilla arms build was fun too.

[–] Freesiana 1 points 1 year ago

Yup, they have so many things on redbubble too. Mugs, phone cases, wall art etc etc. Have fun 😄

[–] Freesiana 3 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Sorry, i had to check. 😄 I got it from redbubble and artist is Mycks

[–] Freesiana 2 points 1 year ago

Hello, i bought it from etsy and the artist's name is MyCKs, wonderful style :3

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AaAaa (lemmy.world)
 
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