Regarding my recent indefinite siteban on lemmy.ml
I'd never thought I'd make a post like this, but I wanted to be fully accountable
I want to start by thanking every person that reported me, as I realize I made many people uncomfortable with my posts or comments.
Until I was banned I did not realize that I had a pattern of spamming, I would also like to apologize for my silence.
I now understand the devastation others may have experienced after being banned by me.
When I was banned I was in a state of shock, I was riding a high of commenting, but when the ban page appeared I didn't know how to react.
During my time away I thought about the people I have done wrong by and with that being said I really appreciate the other users not saying "another kkkracka down unlimited genocide on the first world" I realize that took restraint.
Going forward, I promise to reply in Chinese once per day. Thank you for reading
Also, I want to thank the Lemmy Admins, Developers, and Moderators without you this would not be possible.