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The saying is "Fake it until you make it" what if you've made it but you're still faking it?
(self.drunkthoughts)
I love you man!
Then you have risen to the level of your incompetence and are where you belong
That's impostor syndrome and you go to therapy to work on your self-esteem.
Continue to fake it and job hop faster then the people can realise.
then you should consider re-adjusting your self-image