The perfect way to mourn your mundane life.
mourning
This is a sense of grief or loss, usually over the deceased.
emails
This is a conjugated verb. Like 'traffic', the noun should NEVER get an S; no matter how much Felicia says, for the same reason 'cattles' is wrong.
Learn to spell when you're going to ink it in. Respect the medium and its lack of an 'undo' feature.