Today is my 41th birthday. I’ve stopped drinking for almost 6 months thanks to the book "this naked mind" but I used my divorce to drink again.
When I’ve received the official court papers stating that it was finished in January this year, I took it hard and used it as an excuse to drink again.
Since then it has been a shit show. A show that I want to definitely end tonight. A show that I will end tonight.
So today is my goodbye alcohol day. On my birthday I’m getting sick for the last time. My last day of abuse. Tonight I will probably puke, I will feel bad about myself, but don’t worry I will come home safe and start a new life after that.
I’ll post tomorrow for day one.