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This is a place to motivate each other to control or stop drinking. It is also a place for non drinkers to discuss and share.

We welcome anyone who wishes to join in by asking for advice, sharing our experiences and stories, or just encouraging someone who is trying to quit or cut down.

Please post only when sober; you’re welcome to read in the meanwhile.

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8 weeks, something I'm struggling which I'd appreciate additional insight from the group is 'FOMO' (self.stopdrinking)

submitted 1 year ago by Transcendant to c/stopdrinking

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So for those unfamiliar with the acronym, fear of missing out. I definitely used alcohol as a crutch for socialisation (autism, and when I drink, I don't feel so autistic). I have been out to a pub / karoake night and successfully not drunk alcohol, twice so far.

When I think about the future and the idea of 'never drinking alcohol again' it makes me feel a little sad. I imagine all the fun nights out I used to have, that I won't have anymore... I imagine sitting around sighing, twiddling my thumbs while everyone has raucous fun.

I don't feel like these are unreasonable worries, so hoping for some insights to puncture them. My main weapon to fight back is to imagine how I feel the morning after (nauseous, pounding head, sweating) and how that day is wasted; then to remind myself that drinking kicks me into a manic phase, with inevitable week+ of depression to follow.

I used to know a guy called Brian, friend of the family... he was always the life and soul of every party despite being teetotal. Always admired him, maybe that should be my mantra... "WWBD?"

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[–] Transcendant 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Thanks, that is a very helpful tip. I've sort of fallen off the wagon... not out of control with it, but I went out to investigate the two local pubs at my dad's new place a couple of Saturdays ago, I panicked at the bar and got a pint. Then sat and drank it in a bingo hall full of very, very old people... then went to the bar upstairs and had a couple there.

I felt like a bit of a failure at first but after thinking about it... this is a process, I'm a human being not a robot, and I'm going to slip up from time to time. The main thing is that I didn't go full 'Tasmanian Devil', and stopped after 3 low-% beers. Will definitely make sure I've got something non-alcoholic in my hand in future and mentally prep for 'bar panic'.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I'm glad it was helpful! Don't beat yourself up about temporary setbacks. This is a marathon, not a race. "Field trips" are definitely a normal part of the journey.

What ultimately helped me was to deeply change the way I thought about alcohol at a subconscious level. As long as some part of me felt deprived, I don't think abstinence would have worked. This was easier said than done, because alcohol had been a deep part of my identity forever. Giving it up felt like losing something core to myself.

I'm not entirely sure how it worked, but what I did was allow the question of "why do I want to quit?" to marinate in my brain for a while. I lurked r/stopdrinking daily, and was surprised at how many people had stories similar to mine. This helped dispel some of that "there is something uniquely wrong with me" notions. Then I went and read some quit lit - The easy way to control alcohol, Naked Mind, etc. I then wrote down a long document with all the reasons I wanted to quit. At some point, I had this feeling like the different parts of my subconscious were finally onboard. Quitting didn't feel like a sacrifice, but more of a collective agreement amongst my subconscious selves that alcohol wasn't really welcome to the party anymore.

Then I protected my sobriety for the first couple of months. I didn't go out to any venues that had alcohol, I told my close friends about it, and stocked my apartment with non-alcohol beverage options. I think it takes a few weeks before the old habits really start weakening.

Sorry for the wall of text, but all the best in your sober journey! IWNDWYT

[–] Transcendant 1 points 1 year ago

Sorry I'm only just replying to your last message. I've left it marked 'unread' to keep in my messages for a couple of weeks now, so I can keep re-reading it... really good advice and I greatly appreciate it.