thanks, just read the entire thing :)
silly rant about my silly problems
I really feel like I should get checked for ADHD but it's hard for me to make an appointment for that in the first place.
I'm also scared that I would just tell them what they want to hear without having any "real" condition. I feel like I can't trust a psychotherapist's judgement because our current understanding of adult ADHD feels limited and they would either be too eager to diagnose you or not be willing to diagnose you in the first place.
Another problem is that my public health care system is complicated to navigate but I don't feel like I could trust private care psychotherapists since they have a financial interest in diagnosing me (like I'm just paying them to prescribe me drugs...).
Yeah, I guess there's really no reason not to give it a shot. Thanks for the input ^^