bhagdatfa

• sit comfortably

• inhale the fire of self love which destroys all unlike itself, fill your body
• exhale, allow the flames to dislodge what they will
• repeat a few times

• inhale the dislodged material
• exhale the material, moving it downward as far as you can conceptualize
• as the matrial exits your sphere of conceptualization, take a breath and exhale to move it up and around, evenly distributed around the outside of the sphere up to the pinnacle of your sphere of conceptualization
• turn your gaze up to in between your eyebrows with the intent to receive the now consecrated material while exhaling the stream down into your sphere, linking the torus back to where you started

• maintain your upward gaze and shift your focus to your heart
• inhale to rotate your torus inward, so that it collapses in on and blesses you
• exhale downward to continue the inward rotation
• allow the torus to continue dislodging, purging, consecrating, and reinstalling all firmware and software unlike the fire of self-love

• while maintaining this purifying rotation, shift your perspective to view yourself from the third person
• focus on the form of your body in the middle of this torus while contemplating the stance that you are your own child and the unconditional and inherent love and compassion and understanding you have for yourself.

i always think of what i want to get out of my trip before i take shrooms and then ask the mushroom(s) for what i want from them. and i was holding the mushroom and i closed my eyes and thought about what i wanted and i felt the presence of the mushroom in my hand and that it was aware of me and i thought about mycelium and how its consciousness is more evolved than humans and i saw a clump of mycelium underground in the shape of a human like curled up, and i could feel that their skin was alive and i turned my gaze up to a mushroom growing off his back and i went into it and up the stem and into the cap, and i opened my eyes and looked into the gills under the cap and i wondered what i wanted from the mushroom and then i saw like an eye slowly open under the cap and i heard it say "what do you want?" and then my consciousness went like up the stem and out the gills in all directions and i saw a network connecting the mushroom to a higher collective consciousness and i understood that was to say that it was truly capable of doing anything, even physically, and i went up into the gills and also surrounded the mushroom and burned it and that made it giggle so i burned it more and it laughed harder and harder until it like turned inside out twice and i burned it a little more and it screamed but seemed to enjoy it, and then i came back down into my body and wondered what i wanted from the mushroom and then i felt it simultaneously go into and surround me and it took my hand and showed me every aspect of my life and how bright it is and i decided that my life is not perfect or very bright, but its what i want and what i already have and i really cant think of anything i would change aside from the natural path of change and i cant think of anything i would add to my life thats not already coming to me, and i figured that that was what i wanted from the mushroom so i thanked it for the trip

Our experience of reality is layered right. Like theres atoms flying around, and a layer above that there's mental sort of holograms that the mind consciously and unconsciously projects over the atoms using language and like names and definitions, and a layer above that theres something that the mental projections are arising out of and that is emotion. Emotion dictates what our mind does to plaster a web of what we usually call reality, we base our reality off of our emotional reations to our experience.

What is cool is that emotion is actually synonymous with the imagination and also dreams, think about it, they all go hand in hand and seem to be heavily influenced by each other, but actually they are each other. What that's called is the astral plane. The imagination, dream, and emotions are all both windows and doorways into the astral plane.

Out of these three things, the imagination is the easiest to control to me, so I use my imagination as a telemetric interface to interface the astral plane, thereby affecting the emotional, then mental reality and then physical reality of both my own and the collectives that im impedded in. This is astral travel, also called shamanic journeying, bilocation, soul flight, and probably more stuff.

I think anyone can do it, and I think everyone does it subconsciously if not consciously, for sure actually, no doubt that happens with every collective and individual, but to do it consciously is very fun and its a way to manipulate reality based on your will without directly interfacing the physical plane, which I think might be necessary to redirect the crowd running off the cliff scene we have going on globally atm.

I am a home that i make for myself, and i am home, and i am free, and i know this is true because i am always me

So think about what "subtle" means to you. Some synonyms are delicate, inconceivable, elusive, ephemeral, quiet, small - just like pick one.

Then pick of an element, elements are very like archetypal, so they resonate very deeply in our psyche. These things have been in our collective consciousness for idk like hundreds of millions of years at LEAST: theres Earth, Air, Fire, Water, Space, Electricity, uhhhh yeah. The element spirit controls the other elements - thats you.

Now imagine that element is as subtle as you can imagine it being, we're gonna use our imagination now. Whatever you image subtle water or subtle fire being like, run with that and imagine it as much as possible. If you cant do it visually in your head, ive seen people use drama or drawing or writing or speaking or imaginative feeling(rather than visual), just whatever works for you to raise the energy. Raise the energy.

Imagine some source of this energy like the sun or the ocean and imagine directing this subtle elemental energy into yourself, again either visually in your head or via drama or writing or hand gensture, or literally anything, just get the channel flowing. Raise the energy, raise the energy.

You can localize the endpoint to a part of your body or psyche or soul or whatever that you want to heal, or someone else or a collective. Might want to get permission first though.

This "subtle" energy will raise the frequency of what you work on it with. Which can be painful or disorienting, or relieving or elating, but it's spiritual purification. Not necessarily a good thing, but can balance spiritual distortions.

Hello, i can offer extensive healing work including astral surgery, general cleansing, entity removal/exorcism, family trauma desuppression, other suppressed trauma release, and i can instigate shadow work and guide throught it.