Happened to me so many times as well. I hope things get better for us.
HandOfDoom
I work with online sales and that's not what happens at all. Fake discounts just works, sadly, and people just won't learn. I don't really know why, maybe they use the "discount" as an excuse to themselves just to buy more stuff.
Work until you have no more energy left to live. Wait for your day off from work to live. Don't live because you have no energy left (plus the anxiety from having to work the next day). Feel like shit because you wasted your day off.
Repeat, repeat, repeat and die.
Holy shit, the nostalgia. Time flies and I'm almost having an existencial crisis after seeing this meme again.
Squish that cat
"My dad beat me a lot when I was a kid but I didn't die!"
"When education is not liberating, the dream of the oppressed is to become the oppressor"
Red Scare, mostly.
Yeah, I think you are right, it may be PTSD. I didn't think it was PTSD at first because I thought that my experiences weren't as traumatizing as those war-related PTSD stories that we see a lot online. But now, looking back after some time, I realize how bad things actually were and no one would come out of it unscarred.
Unfortunately I just can't add any medical expenses now, because money is one of our biggest anxiety causes and this month we are happy because we managed to save up a little. But knowing it may be PTSD can help me look for new ways to deal with it. Thanks a lot for the help.