was so busy on zoom meetings and a real one I forgot to check in. day 5, yesterday sucked so I surrendered my keys so I wouldn't go busking and drink the profits. I was in about 15 AA meetings yesterday and got all the support I could ever need at ungodly hours. seriously this and those rooms are full of the best people.
DrCatface
joined 1 year ago
bit quiet in here lately, do u msg our other regulars? hope everyone's ok
finally back on my meds yesterday after an almost 2 week gap, wow they hit hard. so not exactly sober, but not fking drinking. straight to bed. only made it halfway through the day at work but I made it which is great, keen to get some hours up, I am in an absurd amount of debt and I'm saving $25k aud a year by not drinking. aud=aussie dollarydoo, not alcohol use disorder, have an excellent day my dudes
early something worm bird. 3 zoom meetings today, all v helpful and mum and I going to al anon tonight, get a better perspective of how much damage my drinking does to those closest to me.
tyvm I just wish it said "very weak beer" not non alcoholic. all the best happy monday
about to hit 24 hours, ive been out of detox for 36 but had an "NA" beer that ended up having less that .5% which I was really cranky about. just going to avoid them too cause it def made me want more.
had a meeting tonight was great, powerful shares and valuable insight, I shared "hey everyone im davie, im an alcoholic addict, I wont share tonight because I'm on some strong medications cause im fresh out of detox but I just want to thank these rooms, everyone in here and especially my dear friend jane whos driven me to and from the hospital countless times, come visit me in the psyche ward every day and bought me whatever I needed so I'd like my applause to go to her, by this time im bawling and jane gave me a big hug. loads of people come up for a chat to give their support and encouragement to keep coming back. such good people, here and there. thanks everyone, keep coming back 🦋
finally got some sleep, about to eat a mountain of food. first week sucks, no more day 1s I don't have it in me no more. thanks for everything see you tomorrow
I'm back in hospy after a nightmare week. no beds in the psyche ward but that's ok going to be a very shakey AA meeting tomorrow night and I won't be able to share cause of the medication but I'll get to see my sponsor. shit I feel bad, this morning was the worst ive ever felt. the sweating and shaking was absurd, bouncing between freezing and boiling. horrible horrible drug. haven't slept for 2 days.
hell yeah. double dosed my medication that was naughty, certainly dont feel sober but ill be asleep for 12hrs
final boss now, sexy new armour and shield, 50 tries all down to 60% then i get killed or my heart stolen which is technically one ending to the game
i did it again day 6 constant meetings collecting shares. man I can't keep hearing the word god I've quit a few meetings cause almost all catholics, exhausting