they call me davie 4 days ๐ช
DrCatface
joined 1 year ago
they call me davie 3 days๐ช
yeah I kinda worship the sun, but nah it's yucky dry heat, real stoked I'm not quite as hungover now I wanna faceplant in some snow. me and a buddy from AA are taking the dogs to the lake he has a german shepard too
tyvm been on zoom all wknd AA meetings, irl is tues thurs and sun but I found a 247 new zealand based meeting, was just about to share on step 2 and my phone died. it's not going to survive this australian summer. but someone said god, group of drunks and I like that, my higher power is the group so I finally might be able to say god in the serenity prayer cause that's what I mean haha. but I've picked up so much just hearing my own story over and over im full send into the program but still atheist as fuck
been drinking like once a week, p obvious I need lots of therapy.
yeah there's no irl groups in my area. but I love my local AA group nobody tries to sell it to me they're all welcoming and encouraging. heard from a couple atheist members that use the group as their higher power. they've got my back they're my people. ill just stay on step 1 as long as it takes
blew it over the wknd, gotta avoid US AA meetings, god this god that, felt so hopeless cause im atheist as fuck, spiritually dead and alone so these guys p well convinced me im doomed to fail. whatever, god hardly gets mentioned in aussie meetings it's the group, the people have power. "2 years thanks to the grace of god" no that was u susan well done
i did it again day 6 constant meetings collecting shares. man I can't keep hearing the word god I've quit a few meetings cause almost all catholics, exhausting
Gz