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[–] [email protected] 4 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (3 children)

I guess I keep posting these kinds of things, in various names and places, in the hope of finding that one "nugget of hope". That one piece of information that can prove to me that maybe everything isn't so bad. That the mental prison I trap myself in isn't real. That... Doesn't seem likely with this, and I really don't know how to handle it.

I need hope, I need coping mechanisms, I need something to stop these unhealthy behaviours. Hell at this point I'll take hugs or hedpats.

And yes, I do see professional help and I think it works. But at the same time... I do feel like I'm living "paycheck to paycheck" with appointments.

I truly do appreciate the people here who help out and be friendly and give me a nice safe space, so thank you.

[–] [email protected] 7 points 11 months ago (1 children)

I wouldn't take it personally, to be honest. A lot of these downvotes are from people on other instances who just downvote furry stuff as a matter of policy, everything here gets one or two downvotes. The things that stay downvoted tend to be those that are on unpopular communities where people just don't see them.

And yeah, it does suck and feel bad.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 11 months ago (1 children)

I do love the simplicity of this; just a few straps keeping him down.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 11 months ago

Aww, that's a shame. Didn't really post much myself, but it was nice to see what other people were posting. I'd rather not see this place closed down. ;_;

I'd offer to help out myself, but I'm currently facing some personal stuff myself and could probably do with a break from social media.

Thanks for running the community and best of luck with wherever life is taking you.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 11 months ago

So, I was running an RPG and had a race of dragon people who had an isolationist culture. I thought it would be funny to have the dragon prince be a "reverse furry"; totally engrossed in human culture, that sort of thing.

The players met him and, long story short, that's the first and only time I had to "fade to black" as a GM.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 11 months ago (1 children)

Annoyingly, for me recently horny brain has been butting heads with anxiety brain. And my Anxiety Beast knows exactly just what to say to mess me up. ;_;

Anyway, one big thing is that horny brain sees toys and thinks "ooh that's nice", and is only (usually) stopped because toys are expensive. Like, £75 for a pair of fancy latex shorts?

I've also had lots of kinky thoughts and plans for myself that fell flat because self bondage doesn't really work that well for me without someone teasing. I also lack the self discipline to get myself really riled up and frustrated.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 11 months ago (1 children)

His little tail wag is adorable.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 11 months ago (1 children)

Was looking at spicy flash games, found that one about seducing a fox girl on the beach, got confusing feelings and now here I am, many years later.

[–] [email protected] 1 points 11 months ago

Oh, hello little bot. Are you using OCR to read the signature?

[–] [email protected] 2 points 11 months ago (2 children)

Honestly, one of the things I want to try some day is one of those vacbed thingies. If it weren't for the noise, they sound as if they'd be relaxingly restrictive~

[–] [email protected] 2 points 11 months ago (1 children)

Guardian Hawk always makes such nice stories. <3

Thanks for sharing.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 year ago (1 children)

What I found works for me is to just wrap a belt around my belly to secure it; a very low tech solution. :P Sadly doesn't really work with the stroking part of it, but I don't think that feels that great either.

For whatever reason those hook toys kinda look scary to me.

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