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weird (adj.)

c. 1400,

• "having power to control fate", from wierd (n.), from Old English wyrd "fate, chance, fortune; destiny; the Fates," literally "that which comes,"

• from Proto-Germanic wurthiz (cognates: Old Saxon wurd, Old High German wurt "fate," Old Norse urðr "fate, one of the three Norns"),

• from PIE wert- "to turn, to wind," (cognates: German werden, Old English weorðan "to become"),

• from root wer- (3) "to turn, bend" (see versus).

• For sense development from "turning" to "becoming," compare phrase turn into "become."

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Looks like solipsism is a topic of the hour, so this inspired me to share some of my thoughts on it. I don't often speak about solipsism explicitly and now is as good a time as any.

Firstly I want to clarify the definition of solipsism. It's possible I use a somewhat non-standard definition of "solipsism" and so just in case, it's a good idea to define the term. Solipsism to me means a unified subjective point of view. So it's both unified, as in, non-dual, not excluding anything as "other" or "out there" and subjective, as in, personal, perspectival, something to which other alternatives do exist. So an experience is subjective if it's perspectival. All experiences are perspectival. And something is perspectival if other alternatives exist. So for example, if I think events happen in time, since I can imagine events not happening in time, at least the conventional variety of time is optional in my consideration. So time is perspectival and subjective.

So what solipsism does not mean is something like "Everything is only Nefandi." That would be nonsense. I can experience any sort of identity or body. Because nothing concrete (specific) in my experience of myself is non-optional, when I unify my point of view, I am not unifying it under my conventional identity. Insofar Nefandi appears to me, so do say TriumphantGeorge, Utthana, and so on, at least, in this specific configuration of experience I am in now. So my view is unified in myself, but I am not strictly speaking Nefandi. I am experiencing Nefandi and to some extent you can say I am Nefandi-ing, but that isn't accurate, because in addition to Nefandi-ing I am also TriumphantGeorge-ing, street-ing, car-ing, cloud-ing, time-ing, space-ing, universe-ing, and so on. But it would be accurate to say that Nefandi-ing right now is at the forefront of my awareness and it often blinds me to other activity I am performing right now.

In most cases I positively don't want to be aware of this other activity, because I want it to happen on autopilot, on its own, without my explicit guidance. Which is to say, I want a breathing living game world to be inside of, however, it is a world I want to be able to adjust, or even eliminate, if it doesn't suit me. But so long as it is suitable, there is really no desire for micromanagement, and indeed, some amount of surprise is enjoyable in and of itself. In this way it makes good sense for me to hide certain "things" from myself even if those things are still just myself.

So why would any of this be interesting or relevant to me? The main reason is the ability to perform complete transformations and the development of personal confidence that extends all the way to the level of concrete manifestations (as opposed to say only confidence in the abstract nature of things).

I recall the most basic and most enjoyable moment of my lucid dreaming career, and like for many lucid dreamers, it's learning to fly. And how was I able to fly? I was able to fly only after I realized, thanks to lucidity, that everything I am witnessing is a mind-made world of my own creation. So my view in a lucid dream has become unified subjectively in myself. And this is what gave me certainty and knowledge that I could manifest the experience of flying. And voila, I was able to fly. The enjoyment and a sense of mastery from this experience is unforgettable. I want to learn to fly in all kinds of ways.

Flying bodily through the sky is just one kind of flying. Flying is a metaphor for experiencing without limitations. Normally there is a limitation of gravity. When you fly you remove the limitation of gravity on experience. In lucid flying I have realized that ultimately gravity in all the ways I experience and know it is a self-imposed habit of my own mind. Because this is so, I have options with regard to that habit. If I like it the way it is, I can keep it. I can also modify it or make it adjustable or even make it inconsistent in some way. Options abound.

When the viewpoint becomes unified and subjective, this does create a source of personal power. This, above all else, grants the power to direct experience in any way one may desire.

Of course, like anything, this modality has potential pitfalls. In particular, if you always satisfy every desire, you may start to lose tolerance to adversity. As the tolerance to adversity decreases, smaller and smaller intensity is required to create a sense of the experience being undesirable. So supposing I have a huge tolerance of pain, but I take care never to deliberately injure myself, after say 100 or 10000 subjective years of this, I may find even a feather against the skin feels like intolerable pain. And I am not saying this is a set in stone eventuality, but personally I do see this as a very likely possibility, assuming no arcane mental activity that would prevent ordinary habituation from working as usual.

On the other hand, overfocusing on tolerance one becomes passive and inexpressive. If you can tolerate anything perfectly, why live? Why sing if you can tolerate silence perfectly? Why write articles if you can tolerate ignorance? Why caress someone if you can tolerate absence of touch of a sentient being? Perfect tolerance removes any reason for anything at all. At the extreme of tolerance one just exists, as a mere insensate thing.

So I always develop myself in both directions. I learn to tolerate pain and adversity. But I also learn (or re-remember) to be extraordinarily expressive. To me this is what freedom is like: I don't have to do anything, but I also don't have to avoid doing anything. In other words, I am free in both directions. I am free in the direction toward greater and greater passivity. And I am free in the direction toward greater and greater activity or influence.

I think that ultimately all control is self-control. As a random aside, hypnotists like to say "all hypnosis is self-hypnosis," and one of the consequences of such a view is that when you hypnotize an audience, you are actually hypnotizing yourself into experiencing that you're hypnotizing the audience. And so self-hypnosis is always the first step for any hypnotist. Since solipsism doesn't train you to control something other than your own mind, I regard solipsism as the reader's birthright. Why? Because it's your birthright to learn to control your own mind to an arbitrary degree, if that's what you want to be learning, or remembering (since secretly you already know all there is to know anyway). In a way solipsism is the most modest position, since it's all only and ever about self-knowledge and self-control. For a solipsist adept, luckily, self-control implies all possible forms of control that actually matter in one's experience, but that's just a nice aside. The main driver for a genuine and sincere solipsist is not other-control, but self-control.

Th, th, th, that's all folks! :) At least that's all I wanted to say of my view on solipsism at this time.

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[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

"What solipsism means to me, and why I believe it is a powerful and important view inside subjective idealism, even if it's optional."

Originally posted by u/mindseal on 2016-05-02 11:29:20 (4hd7pn).

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I've been curious what you meant by solipsism. I had a limited-identity version in mind which made no sense considering you're subjective idealist. I'd describe my views similarly.

Tell a physicalist youre a solipsist and theyre going to have an entirely different thing in mind :)

Originally commented by u/[deleted] on 2016-05-20 16:59:18 (d3cnml1)

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Tell a physicalist youre a solipsist and theyre going to have an entirely different thing in mind :)

Thing is, I don't bring up solipsism generally, but I get accused of it so often, I decided to own the term and run with it.

Originally commented by u/mindseal on 2016-05-20 17:18:03 (d3cnzaa)

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

It's a fun idea. I wore it last night. Solipsism is absolutely the most terrifying position I've held. It forces you onto an entirely new dimension of freedom.

That level of freedom isn't scary on its own. What's scary is self-doubt that creeps in that causes thoughts like: "What if I do batshit insane shit as a solipsist but then relapse back into physicalism and have to deal with the reality I've placed myself into, having to face what I've wrought. "

Example: I decide to try out being a mafia gang leader because that sounds like fun. Fun in a dream; Maybe not as fun when you're a limited identity and death means the end.

I suppose the next step is to say "so what" and make the leap to doing Whatever You Want Without Exception F u c k T h e F e a r.

Hell, welcome the potential relapse back into physicalism! You know from your current solipsist perspective that even if worse comes to worse, it'll only be a TEMPORARY matter of perspective. A long, bad nightmare that'll soon end. That's the worst-case.

Originally commented by u/[deleted] on 2016-05-20 22:44:22 (d3cu7dd)

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago

Exactly.

There are mental ways to challenge one's experiential reality that create minimal risk from the POV of physicalism, but still create huge internal risk.

So it's 90% contemplation and 10% intelligent risk taking. Of course as the fear subsides and as one becomes more and more stable in living inside one's own mind as opposed to living in a notion of a world+body, some (mental) activity formerly perceived as risky becomes safe. Then one can expand again, intelligently.

This is what I recommend. I don't advise balls to the walls stunts 24/7. The process is mostly mental and there shouldn't be a need to do a lot of stunts that are "visible" from the POV of (imaginary) physicalist 3rd person perspectives.

That said doing this does draw one into a magickal lifestyle bit by bit, and yes, at some point you just have to take responsibility no matter what. But if you've been going slow and steady while building an unshakeable and reliable foundation in your own mind, you're not going to have a major panic attack. By the time you get to a point where you're consistently doing something scary even from the POV of physicalism, pain and death will mean relatively little. Fear of death goes first. Then the fear of pain starts to go as you gain more control over the mind.

The secret inner guide knows best.

Originally commented by u/mindseal on 2016-05-21 05:42:30 (d3dbijg)