I will not be drinking today!
Stop Drinking
This is a place to motivate each other to control or stop drinking. It is also a place for non drinkers to discuss and share.
We welcome anyone who wishes to join in by asking for advice, sharing our experiences and stories, or just encouraging someone who is trying to quit or cut down.
Please post only when sober; you’re welcome to read in the meanwhile.
today is my first day sober. in the emergency room waiting to see mental health team, i dont remember anything but i drank a slab and took 2weeks worth of meds cause i was frustrated about many awful sleeps in a row, waking up in a puddle of sweat after 3hrs and i wont even get into the retraumatising nightmare. v hopeful these guys give me the all clear, spent so much time in hospitals since 21.
my shoes and socks were in a separate bag and i went to put my socks on they were covered in bindies so they must have had to chase me through a field. shrug. big dip in progress but im ready for another go.
edit to add i slept 30hrs and feel fantastic,
30 hours?!?!? Whoa. ❤️
im damn near unstoppable when it comes to drugs and alcohol... send my buddy a msg saying I'm going to drink whatevers left, take a few days worth of pills (9) and crash for 48 and she called the ambulance quick math, 2700mg of clonadine and 135mg of zopiclone, and they didn't even pump my stomach they could just tell im a beast, so sort of a waste of time and resources but it sure was nice having benzos for breakfast
Oh yes that’s too much.