I have so many conflicting thoughts about this whole mess...
- Conducting the search seems dangerous and wildly impractical.
- Maybe it wouldn't have become so dangerous and impractical if we had taken action on this much earlier. The delays have made it worse and each continued delay makes it even moreso I expect.
- MMIWG has been an openly ignored problem for so damn long, maybe dangerous and wildly impractical is justified to make a statement about taking it seriously.
- I cannot and will not judge the activists and families for pushing for the search. I have no way to comprehend how their loss compounds with the systemic discrimination they've faced their entire lives and how all of that is exacerbated by the accumulated generational trauma they share. They get to be as mad as they want.
- I do not know what the solution here is, and I'm very glad I'm not in any position of power where I'd be expected to make this decision
- This whole situation makes me sad for the families and angry at the police and government, but that's a pretty standard position for me.