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weird (adj.)

c. 1400,

• "having power to control fate", from wierd (n.), from Old English wyrd "fate, chance, fortune; destiny; the Fates," literally "that which comes,"

• from Proto-Germanic wurthiz (cognates: Old Saxon wurd, Old High German wurt "fate," Old Norse urðr "fate, one of the three Norns"),

• from PIE wert- "to turn, to wind," (cognates: German werden, Old English weorðan "to become"),

• from root wer- (3) "to turn, bend" (see versus).

• For sense development from "turning" to "becoming," compare phrase turn into "become."

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[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Good health and freedom to have access to most of what i'd like to do would be nice. It feels like i can finally start living once i got health and passive income flowing to my bank account, Other than that life feels stressful.

Money does make life a lot more easier since I don't even to be too frugal about my exposure to life.

Like right now for example, Would be nice to take a private jet and go to one of those nice islands, It would be nice to go for a walk in Maldives or Seychelles or bora bora. They got some really nice beachs and a 5 star luxury would mean low population density which is just amazing. I'd like a break from crowded areas.

I'd like to indulge in life without much pain, I've got tinnitus, I've been gaining weight and feel unhealthy lately. So even the activities I participate in seems quite limited as i hear this noise that's been so loud lately. Louder than usual. I've got kidney stones, They suck but it'll probably get better, Been peeing foamy pee so at first i thought i had a chronic kidney illness, But doc told me it'll go with pill use overtime, So my worry has dropped abit, But the tinnitus has been going on for 6 years now and has been just annoying as hell.

My highest interests seem just freedom to finally to live without much thought, I'm not focused in any particular field as i've been searching my passion for so long. This character is currently 30, has been in aerospace, dropped it moved on to mechatronics engineering dropped it, switched to a buisness major. Doesn't like work of any sort, is not interested in working no matter what it is.

Was into deep self-help/meditation/fitness/nutrition/wimhofmethod/half assed yoga etc.

Was into awakening / enlightenment content that tried to go for it via psychdelics

Has done the strongesthardcore psychdelics it could find just for awakening/enlightenment purposes which backfired with trama PTSD/anxiety episodes. Still suffering till today but stable compared to what it was 2 years ago. However something feels off the body feels weird with it's vibrations and something just feels missing and it can never come back ever again which is worrying somewhat.

Seems like it's already made up it's mind with wanting just health and money. I have contemplated this for so long and there is just no answer at the moment probably will never be as it seems like the end goal.

I do have positive beliefs that it'll workout eventually but sometimes i'm worried that i'm deluded, I believe i'll be a billionaire eventually. And my health being ideal.

Why does intent take so long to deliver? Would love it to be more instantaneous or low buffer.

Originally commented by u/-therewasguy on 2021-08-29 13:51:09 (harj6on)

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

It's great that you have ambitions and things to desire and look forward to manifesting.

Intention and manifestation in the context of the current reality is a learned skill. Like any skill, it requires commitment and time. So if you want to learn a musical instrument, or a sport, or coding, or whatever it may be you dedicate attention, time, effort etc to develop and improve that skill. In the same way, approaching intention and manifestation can be done in the same manner.

You can start with smaller manifestations, like manifesting $10, or seeing a golden sphere, and slowly increasing the value of the intent relative to your subconscious beliefs. Manifesting a million dollars might be a far stretch for your beliefs right now, you might need a little more proof and encouragement from a smaller amount first. Using methods like the ones on r/dimensionaljumping or r/nevillegoddard can be very helpful.

While you learn and develop those skills, spend time nurturing the aspects of yourself and your life that you appreciate and are grateful for having. Your current mode of reality relies on feeling good or feeling bad and you want to train the body to feel good most of the time by focusing on the things that allow that to happen. It's pointless to focus on what you could potentially have in the future with feelings of regret/guilt/fear/sadness etc. There's nothing wrong with enjoying the smaller things that you have right now.

When you start lucid dreaming you probably won't be an omnipotent god from the get go. Over time you learn to become more lucid and take control and manipulate dreams to your preferences. This is another skill you can learn which gives you a good perspective of the development process.

And most importantly remember to let go of yearning. Yearning will only bring more yearning and distract you from your goals and ambitions. Take a step back from the emotional intertia and let it dissipate. You don't have to be anywhere or do anything. It's not a have or a must. Doing things is a choice and a preference when you want to do them. It's your reality after all.

Originally commented by u/syncretik on 2021-08-30 12:34:49 (havrcpj)

[–] syncretik 1 points 1 year ago

Thank you, I have been there however, I'll take another look.

Hopefully i get this intent and letting go sorted it out eventually with some success with some inner being guidance.

Originally commented by u/-therewasguy on 2021-08-30 23:56:24 (haxglv8)