Rolling Dice Every Day

Again, future me, this is Thursday, Sep 14th.

Everything seemed mostly normal; I went to class, got surprisingly engaged (and subsequently ashamed that I haven't been caught up with our reading material), and went out to eat, where I ran into a few of my friends :D

Here's where it gets interesting. Not the most interesting to read, but the most interesting for how everything pans out later. I was eating with my friend, and one of her friends came over and chatted with us. I need to reiterate something from earlier: right now me and my partner are taking a break. Not knowing that would make what I'm about to say seem really weird.

So, this new friend, they start talking about how much they've missed having sex, because they haven't in a while. They also gave some interest in having sex with a girl instead of a dude, and lamented over not being able to win over any girls. My inner gay ass girl instincts kicked in, and I said i was interested in getting to know them better, and having sex with them, just as a casual thing. Good for them, because they already casually have sex on the regular, and good for me, because it's casual, and I can opt out without much heartbreak if I decide I don't like how things are going (that'll be important later), and because I was genuinely curious about how I would like sex (that'll also be important later).

To my surprise, and the surprise of my friend, they said a resounding yes! And we made plans for later that night. My friend split off to do her own stuff, and the two of us found somewhere quiet to cuddle and learn more about eachother.

Pause. Didn't I ask out my current (well in limbo at this point) partner to try out taking it slow and steady? Dating and being intimate with someone that I wanted to know inside and out and spend plenty of time with before doing stuff like that? Well yeah. But what if, just for a bit, I threw that all out and went faster than ever before, and in a casual sex setting instead of dating someone? I wanted to entertain my curiousity. I wanted to take a big chance and see what would happen.

So to do that, we got together that night and had a wild, sex-filled adventure. I'll save you the gory details, but it was intense and raucous. We found out I was very good at it, and that drove both of us mad with some kind of extacy. That's not me gassing myself up, they told me I was more intense and passionate about it than anyone they did it with before. And I'm not saying it to brag; you'll find out in the entry for tomorrow.

Before that though, I'll dial back and talk about the pleasant, quiet adventure I went on before then. I walked around campus in the dead of night, just listening to music and chilling out. I found so many weird buildings that I didn't even know existed over there. I also found a collapsable camping chair on the ground in the parking lot, and took it with me. No reason :)