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Yep. I'm actually hoping to adopt, but my parents won't be in my kids lives if that happens, so they won't have grandchildren. What I really hate is when they say crap like "I wish you wanted kids" because I evicted my uterus. Like I do want kids you assholes, they just want "real grandkids", aka biological. And it's especially gross since not only did I not want to be pregnant, it would've been extremely dangerous for me. As in my doc told me it was a really good thing I didn't want to ever be pregnant because there was a 50/50 chance I would live to viability. What did my father say when I told him this? "I think it's worth the risk for real grandkids". So he wanted me to risk my life, to do something I didn't want to do, so his genes could be passed on.