Man am I really not inspired to work recently. I mean, I do my work, just not driven to actually "work hard". Yeah, I know I'm a lazy bum and I'm working because it pays the bills, primarily. But man, it's like all I do now is to work eat and sleep. If this really is the routine of life then I'd rather just let go of it all. What an unwelcoming society this is. Kills interests and creativity and forces people down a path like forcing a square peg through a round hole. Sometimes I envy the people who have completely let go of their sanity and gave in to their "crazy". Thinking and trying to fit in somehow is such a pain. Survival hurts.