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I'm not ok (kbin.social)

submitted 1 year ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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I tried writing a post explaining why, but it's just too much, and too many personal details and having to explain things going years back, it's just to much.
Very very long story short I'm disabled, about to get evicted, and can't find a suitable place to live and not mentally strong enough to live somewhere unsuitable again becuse it almost killed me the last times I had to. But ike I say, there is a lot more to it that makes it too big a mess to explain.

And I only have a couple of people supporting me and they're not available and I'm spiralling in to the dark places where this is all heading, and I figured I'd shout in to the void and see if anyone answers back.

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[–] LegionElite 1 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Wow, I'm really sad to know that. 36hrs is a very long time and getting stranded for the night is even worse!

I don't know what to say 😕. I feel really sad right now and I don't know what I'd do if I were in your situation other than give up if and when all else failed. I'd just become a permanent fixture somewhere and I'd try to unlearn how to stop talking, stop hearing, stop seeing... I'd just want to turn everything off.

I'm so so sorry!

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 year ago

I'll be honest, I feel like doing exactly what you've described, I've called about a few more places and got nothing, it's looking really bleak and I don't know how long I can keep pushing on auto pilot like I have been before it all finally catch up on me and crashes me to the ground.
I really don't know what to do anymore.