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Does anyone else feel like life's been on pause for too long? (lemm.ee)

submitted 17 hours ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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As a kid, I learned to “pause” my true self. School was the pause, and my hobbies, dreams, and passions were the unpause—something I’d rush back to during lunch or after class.

Over time, the pauses got longer. Tiredness and responsibilities crept in, leaving little energy to unpause at the end of some days.

At work, sometimes the pressure and the demands were so relentless that I couldn’t unpause for weeks or months at a time.

Then came marriage, fatherhood, and the joy—and work—of raising a child.

I want my son to get to know the real me but I worry that by the time he is grown I won’t have any “self” to unpause to.

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[–] cobysev 1 points 6 hours ago

True, 38 isn't that old. But keep in mind, I'm 100% disabled according to the VA. Two decades of military service has wrecked my body, so I'm unable to work any physically demanding job. Heck, I struggle just to go up and down stairs in my own house without pain in my knees and back.

Which is a shame, because I was an extremely fit and active person in my youth. That's part of the reason I joined the military - I was in the best shape of my life and could keep active all day without breaking a sweat. I'm actually frustrated now that just walking from my house to my mailbox takes me out of action for an hour or two.

I keep telling myself I'm young, but my body's acting like it's 80 years old. That's the one downside to military service; it can easily overstress your joints and physically age you much faster than normal.