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Insecurities (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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After moving states to a much more progressive one i feel like i get clocked all of the time here, whereas back home that rarely ever happened. When i pass by male strangers they dont do the nod thing to me. its very disconcerting. I get they'd by people who don't know me. I wish I could know what it was that makes people clock me like that. It feels like I'm not man enough here. Not being stealth feels like being naked. I don't like it.

Part of me wants to talk about my experiences as a trans man because it is a unique expierence that needs to be known, but at the same time I feel like as soon as I tell people I'm trans I automatically become Man Lite™ and a bunch of assumptions are made about me. And then I'm not man enough and am not treated as any other man would be treated. I wish T would do its magic already. I'm constantly feeling dysphoric these days.

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[–] Pavidus 5 points 1 month ago

I just wanna say from a man's perspective, don't read into it too much. When I'm in public, I damn near put blinders on. A couple weeks ago, I walked straight past a buddy of mine in public and didn't even see him. He texted me later like, "Dude, we cool?" I had to ask him to elaborate, as I was completely confused.

You're doing great. Be true to yourself. Don't worry about strangers; we are becoming increasingly isolated from one another due to various factors, including polarization. You got this, dude.