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How does the great void of death not disturb you? (programming.dev)

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Or does it?

I know we were once nothing, but it is still terrifying and depressing to me to think about returning to this. In fact, as of late, I've been unable to not think about it: the loss of all experience and all memories of everything, forever. All the good times we had, and will have, with anyone or anything ever will totally annihilate into nothingness. All our efforts will amount to nothing because the thoughtless void is ultimately what awaits everything in the end.

The only argument against this would have to be supernatural, like another cause of the Big Bang or somehow proof of reincarnation, but if my consciousness won't exist for me to experience it, then what does it matter either way?

There is no comfort in Hell, either. The anvil of death weighing down, infinitely, on all values and passions is becoming unbearable for me, so I could really use any potentially helpful thoughts about this matter.

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[–] [email protected] 1 points 23 hours ago

The problem is that this doesn't matter relative to the looming deadline of the eventual, permanent nonexistence of everything—not just your own short life—I mean the entire universe and your memory keepers; what does it matter if one is remembered fondly for a brief few decades or even centuries or millennia versus timelessness?

It doesn't. But I'm a cosmic nihilist, so the impermanence of everything we do doesn't bother me. Whether it lasts forever does not change the present, and I will make this one life I know I have as good as I can, since I must experience it, and I will make others' lives as good as I can, because it does not make me feel good to do otherwise. I have no control over death or its imminence, so what good does it do me to worry about it?

I just want permanence regardless, lol.

I'm sure a lot of people do, but it doesn't exist, as you already pointed out. Even anti-aging medicine can't stop the heat death of the universe. Trying to hold onto that wish won't make it real, and it seems like all it's doing is giving you anxiety. Dwelling on those things can feel like trying to solve a problem, but it's one without a solution that only accomplishes frustration and worry.

Life is beautiful, is worth living in the present, because it's fragile and rare. I have the unique opportunity to be the universe experiencing itself, and worrying about permanence won't change that.