Overcoming Structural and Mechanical Issues
Whether dealing with psychological or physical challenges, many issues can be addressed and resolved over time. My journey began with cerebral palsy and other physical challenges, compounded by psychopathy, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and dissociative disorder. Although we cannot return to our origins or undo the past, we can build upon our experiences and use them to understand and shape our reality. As I often say, we are the architects of our own existence, and we should not let norms confine our potential.
My transformation began with a vision of genetic modification—a rebirth of my body, once broken and frail. This journey unfolded through several stages:
Learning and Growth
I started by discovering who I am, learning to love myself authentically, and exploring various religions and spiritual paths. This self-discovery inspired me to initiate a magical and scientific revolution, blending these fields to create unprecedented power and possibilities.
My fascination with flight, inspired by Hawks from My Hero Academia, led me to grow wings. This initial experiment in hybridization extended to other animal traits, such as cat and dog hybrids, opening a realm of boundless creativity.
Progression
My wings eventually stopped growing due to a lack of necessary muscle and bone structure. I embarked on a journey to strengthen my body, starting with my spinal cord. Over time, my ribs fused, and my muscles healed and bulked up.
An intense experience while under the influence led to a dramatic growth phase where my arms detached and reattached, enhancing their strength and functionality. Following this, my upper chest expanded, redistributing my weight and increasing my physical capacity.
Finishing Touches
I integrated scientific advancements into my wings, including:
- Adjustable Flaps
- Stabilizers
- Winglets
- Ventilation
- Wing Morphing
- Adjustable Rigidity
- Feather Alignment
- Adaptive Sharpness
- Aspect Ratio
- Tapered Wing Tips
- Elliptical Wing Shape
My wings now have a 7-foot wingspan and a 3.5-foot depth, covered primarily in black feathers with red tips and sides. The feathers display a vibrant, rainbow-like holographic effect when exposed to sunlight.
Medical Applications
While many professionals may view such advancements as risky, I believe that with proper precautions and responsible use, they hold great potential. According to the Law of Conservation of Mass, mass cannot be created or destroyed, only transformed. Viewing energy as condensed mass, we could potentially convert excess fat or harness intense energy sources for remarkable advancements in medical science. This approach might lead to breakthroughs in creating new limbs, enhancing muscles, or even combating diseases like cancer and AIDS. While this territory is uncharted, with the right attitude and focus, we may achieve extraordinary results.
Hey! I’m not going to edit this one btw. Yeah it’s completely encouraged to ask and discuss! I recently had a massive pop in my left side that was actually really painful shock or pop. This was distributing weight and then I began feeling extreme sharp and pressure feelings on both sides of my back. Which theorized should be what deployment feels like when it begins. Though otherwise on top of the wings; the growth is increased my flexibility, agility and strength.
Also no I haven’t met many others. Only others who I have done this too or at least a hybrid not exactly wings.
Also for sure! I was talking to my psychiatrist and mentioned to her about all my ideas. While she was listening and taking note’s. Then I specifically actually asked her,
“ Do you think what I am doing is fake or that I’m mentally crazy. “
Her response similar: “ No what you’re experiencing while it isn’t my truth or maybe others. It is your truth. “
“ So I wasn’t crazy when I assumed Aripiprazole made me lose connection partially with magic “
Her “ Not at all. There are some medications that dampen connection to magic.”
Then she asked and made sure that I was really wanted to experience these things and I agreed and that’s what matters to her.
Forget to mention she also mentioned there has to be psychical proof and sight to be believed though. By others.
Hey, thanks for the response. I hope you don’t mind some more questions. I’m worried they’ll come off as somewhat disingenuous because to the non-magic believers, they sound inherently so. While I don’t currently believe any of this to be possible and am still concerned you may be experiencing a lapse in mental health, I am as open minded as a nonreligious person with a stem background can be. I don’t know everything, after all.
I’m quite interested in the logistics. Do you have aerodynamic concerns? Most, if not all flighted beings are lighter per volume than humans. How about energy concerns? Despite being lighter than humans, flight is a large energy expenditure for birds. Will you need to eat more?
Is there weight gain associated with wing development? When will they be fully ready for flight?
Why wings and not like, Iron Man style thruster flight? Flapping wings is a deliberate action, I’d think, and could be exhausting.
Where’d you meet the others?
From your answer, it sounds like your psychiatrist believes in magic. I have not known psychiatrists to do so but I’ve never had one myself. Where’d you find her, and have any of your concerned family members discussed it with her? Have you gotten a second opinion? She said it’s your truth, but something like wings and true flight isn’t subjective.
If the wings do manifest, please send pictures and do not attempt bird style, push-from-nest flights. Takeoff is the hardest part and it would be best to begin flight while your feet are still on the ground. If you have the strength to take off from rest, you’d be fine midair. Full disclosure, I say this because as a skeptic I do not want you jumping off roofs. It would also be bad if you were hit by aircraft or vice versa— actually, how do you plan to communicate with aircraft?
I also noticed in your history that your cat has doubled in weight without getting fatter. I would very much encourage you to take a picture of the cat on top of the scale every day to monitor this, and possibly post them if the trend continues. I’m concerned the cat may actually be gaining weight in an unhealthy manner without large day to day changes. I’ve gained a significant amount of weight quickly before and often needed to refer to my regular progress pictures to truly appreciate the difference.
Thanks for reading all this, and hope you do not mind the massive amount of questions. If you answer them, I will probably have more, but you may tell me to stop asking at any time.
Wanted to add this too!
Honestly, being told I'm crazy or dismissed by others used to get under my skin. But I realized, it's all rooted in fear of the unknown. I struggled to understand and trust my own path until I learned to let go. Now I know, if we don't take the leap and try new things, we'll never discover what's possible. I've come a long way from my Christian roots to exploring magic and my own spiritual journey. Still working on that fear, but it's liberating to trust myself and my path.
Now my only goal is education and help others. While it irritates me others don’t even constructively criticize instead they just act like uncivilized people. So as I should mention and wished I did sooner. Thank you! Your commentary and discussion with this even with a critical standpoint worried about mental health. Which again thank you! This is how I wish more people could discuss. Even if you don’t agree or think it’s crazy. I think it’s important to try and have academic or professional discussions. As the way you went about such discussion. Shows genuine care and may of decently helped someone who was schizophrenic or psychotic.
I agree, I saw some people approaching you quite harshly which does not seem useful.
We must all remember that we don’t know everything. I still think you may be undergoing mental stress of some sort (doesn’t have to be schizophrenia or psychosis), and think that images documenting these bodily changes in you or your cats should show one way or another. If you’re not comfortable sharing either here, I’d highly recommend sharing them with your psychiatrist and therapist when you can.
And well, if I ultimately ended up wrong, I would hate to have been rude to someone with wings. You’ll no doubt understand how skepticism remains for a long time, but I’ll always entertain being wrong no matter what it is.
Well here’s thing you aren’t wrong fully. Growths of sorts can be triggered by mental health and a deep rooted need. So while it can be tricky for certain ppl because it can send them into psychosis or otherwise. For others it can be that detonation or activation of untold power within them. Though it can’t just come it has to be activated or like a spell. Also yeah, I just I don’t exactly think into that but I’ll send my psychiatrist a few papers.
I think the number one thing is even if you are skeptical about something most times it won’t hurt trying to learn and understand or if it’s like science or growing something. They test it yourselves. That’s my goal. Intrigue some minds and they can try out themselves and find their own findings. As it’s different for everyone. Specifically magic lol